a notebookful of misunderstandings

February 3rd, 2005

narrw
POSTED AT 12:49 PM

Personality Disorder Test Results
Paranoid |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Schizoid |||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Schizotypal |||||||||||||||||| 78%
Antisocial |||||||||||||||||| 74%
Borderline |||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||| 66%
Narcissistic |||| 18%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||||| 74%
Dependent |||||||||||||||| 62%
Obsessive-Compulsive |||||||||||| 46%
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Top 3:
Paranoid, Schizoid, Borderline


Paranoid Personality Disorder - individual generally tends to interpret the actions of others as threatening.

Schizoid Personality Disorder - individual generally detached from social relationships, and shows a narrow range of emotional expression in various social settings.

Borderline Personality Disorder - individual shows a generalized pattern of instability in interpersonal relationships, self-image, and observable emotions, and significant impulsiveness.

~"~

maybe I do need a shrink.

~"~

Give me
One more medicated peaceful moment
Because I don't want to feel this overwhelming
Hostility.



Listening to: A Perfect Circle
Feeling: out back counting stars


February 2nd, 2005

Double Dip
POSTED AT 07:12 PM

by Hum

Breathe through the top straw,
and I'll hold you between breaths.
Lean into my lungs, and cry when it hurts too much.

Water's high, the water's high...
I know, my love.
The water's high, the water's high...
I know, my love.

Stand, deliver all, yeah
and all the love you give while I stand on your blue shoulders.
And scream into my lungs, yeah but first,
but first know what you've done,
what you've done,

What you've done.

~"~



Feeling: missed the train to mars


February 2nd, 2005

weeerrhh
POSTED AT 12:31 AM

halos buong araw nagtatatakbo lang. mmm napanood ko na pala ang Dreams nung 6 years old ako. nagpaxray nagpa check up humiram ulit ng libro. napagalitan dahil late sa grinbelt napagastos sa baterya.

o dyos ko ipakita mo sa akin ang aking misyon sa buhay.

bukas maraming test

umuwi tayo ng namumula ang mga tainga


February 1st, 2005

fhafdsh
POSTED AT 12:27 AM

was getting a glass of water when it suddenly struck me that im out of kamote by-product and that i won't be getting my regular shot tonight

i hate that im so dependent on other peoples approval all the time sad thing. what do i do for myself. nothing. the fuck am i doing. nothing.

it is nothing.

how about nothing, fuck maybe i should jst be doing math or someone else's makeup

subjective, really
art is overrated

i think maybe this repression is hurting more than i know the old ones are buried so deep i can't even feel them anymore.


January 31st, 2005

o yah
POSTED AT 07:27 PM

hot movie date with 2 jap guys tomorrow. oh yah.
~"~


Watched Hedwig and the Angry Inch on Eclipse Channel last night... Fabulous.
FA-BU-LOUS. I think they staged it (the real musical) here sometime before but i was probably still a little too young to care...

Actor, writer and director John Cameron Mitchell as Hedwig


And Michael Pitt as Tommy Gnosis is just hot.


brewing... brewing...
~"~

Visited the library for the first time this 2005. Took home some mean books to study.
Rawrr. Watch out world.
~"~

there's so many things people just refuse to talk about and it kills me. sick, sad world.


January 30th, 2005

arr
POSTED AT 01:22 PM

I love this album.


I can't find my copy.
~"~

You are Lili St. Cyr!
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January 29th, 2005

wey
POSTED AT 10:08 PM

scanner's gone again but dad put my last tues shots in the pc na so ok. almost flunked Print design class last term under the same professor. although he seems to be lowering his standards because we're business students (hmm he said everyone in the class took *nice* photos). which is kind of degrading when you think about it. Maybe we'd be better off photographing steaming plates of pancit canton.

nature photography on campus. with our well-pruned plants and store-bought wildlife.

isa sa mga halamang may sariling hardinero


eto walang sticker ng Discipline Office


dapat pinapalitan yang dahon na yan

~"~

Main Entry: re·pres·sion
Pronunciation: ri-'pre-sh&n
Function: noun
1 a : the action or process of repressing : the state of being repressed (repression of unpopular opinions) b : an instance of repressing (racial repressions)
2 a : a process by which unacceptable desires or impulses are excluded from consciousness and left to operate in the unconscious b : an item so excluded
- re·pres·sion·ist /-sh(&-)nist/ adjective

Nasusuka ako sa sarili ko
~"~

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